Im so tired of my life and being a nobody?

Please don't look at such issues with a confused mind. Let the mind come back to its original state. Then coolly introspect. Nothing in this world can be blamed, when time is not in our favor. It may also be due to bad luck prevailing now. Can't say anything with certainty. Wait for some time. Have lot of patience. Exercise tolerance power to the maximum. You will soon realize.